bryan

My life is no less routine, but my routine's way better.

: bry4nw4ng; November 21st, 23:41

Wat do i have to say for myself? Im unapologetic.
Went to rebel this time, VIP

Got slapped so hard cuz i asked them to. I was so drunk i wanted to sober up. now my lip is bruised.
Got my first hp no within an hr.
Her name was chelsea and i kept calling her jie jie.
I think she was amused lah.
Then i met another girl, thought she was chelsea..
So i checked her number,
turns out she was Sandi, so in my drunken stupor I overwrote Chealse's contact.
HAHA.
Boomz man.
But Sandi was a sweetheart.
*smiles knowingly*

You know, people think that its only the guys in the club who wants to gratify their sexual desires.
Doesnt work that way anymore man.
Sometimes i feel cheated, like wtf man, the girl is not that much of a looker anyway. She got away with rubbing herself on me cuz its too dark and i was too drunk.
I dont think its anyfun being drunk and suffering a hangover if a guy dont get any shit. if u know wat im saying.

Fuck me, im famous.

Me Ash and CHAO OU SAI.

My Balls

: bry4nw4ng; November 15th, 17:19

Are ITCHY. But its good.

Right

: bry4nw4ng; November 15th, 17:18

(Ooooooh yeah)
All the right friends in all the right places
(so yeah, we're going down)
They got all the right moves in all the right places
(so yeah, we're going down)

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They got it better than what anyone's told ya
They'll be the king of hearts
And you're the queen of spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers
I know we got it good, but they got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down
Before anybody's on our way

They got all the right friends in all the right places
(so yeah, we're going down)
They got all the right moves in all the right places
(so yeah, we're going down)
I said everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
(yeah, we're going down)
I said everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
(yeah, we're going down)

Do you think I'm special, do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear and the sounds you like
Are we just sinking in the ocean of faces
It can't be possible that rain could fall
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining every day, but it's far away
Over the world, it said, they got, they got

All the right friends in all the right places
(so yeah, we're going down)
They got all the right moves in all the right places
(so yeah, we're going down)
I said everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
(yeah, we're going down)
I said everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
(yeah, we're going down)

It don't matter what you see, I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you
It don't matter what you say, I know I could never fake
Someone that could sound like you

First day at work! Was pretty good..
Gotta be diamond, tough, bright.

Yeah, so what if im a skaterboy

: bry4nw4ng; November 15th, 0:30

I had a good time at KAP macdonalds alone tis morning, sipping coffee. Best coffee to buy IMO. Worth more than the 2$ it costs.

Skipped back to camp to serve confinement.
Swept a 4 lane road littered with wet leaves. Took 2 hrs.
had lunch, watched HANGOVER with Woodford on my itouch.
Polished my boots. chatted til 5pm

Confinement was supposed to be til sun morning, but we guessed that the sergeant wasnt aware of that, so we asked to leave, as if it was already time.

Yeah, he let us off.
I called the Guard Commander to tell him to cover our asses incase the officer in charged asked.
IDK if our cover was blown.

I was supposed to stay in camp til sun morning and head STRAIGHT to work

Instead i went to LSP at 8pm!
LSP is an INDOOR SKATE PARK at TURF CITY.
crazy ass built the skatepark in 2 Lots in turf city. each lot looks like an unused stable, abt... imagine like enough space to house...10 horses? yeah
one miniramp and one street course.

Cash Money

: bry4nw4ng; November 13th, 17:19

I am drowsy right now.
Sick.
Tired
Gonna do my confinement tml.

And wondering why did i even had this SNAP and decide to make money by offering my ass and time to do violin, drums and guitar lessons.

Most prolly was when I bought my dad an expensive tie clip. Some London ass brand with mother of pearl and silver. Almost $300.
After the purchase, my acct had $0.00.
It sucks when I have to go to Mac and actually scrutinise the menu and think about prices.
It sucks when I don't ask a girl out cuz I can't spend generously. ( Hey, i know its not all abt the money, but first impressions last)
It sucks when I cant just hit the clubs cuz I have to think about savings and what not.

I like nice clothes and dancing with random chicks in the club.

Is it worth it? rushing from camp at 9.30am to reach Novena at 11.30, to teach til 2pm, rush to Bishan to do an audition for another teaching position, and then go home, rush dinner and go to a private students house at 8.30pm to teach guitar?

What maybe I'd make another 200 to 300 ( or more but i doubt so, looking at the way things are shaping up).
I'd sacrifice my skating, meeting up with my lifetime buddies, Alwyn, Ben, Cheekeen, Daniel, Jeremy, and Wing. Sacrifice going to church maybe..

FOR zara and zirca and butter... well of cos i can get mum a nice birthday present...
I'm starting to be whoreish. I wanna wear nice and club, drive a nice car.
I shouldn't keep my innocent ways though... skating from 2-8pm on saturdays, joking arnd...

idk..

For Guys with style i recommend AUGUST MAN

Real Men clothes and Lifestyle, mudda fukkas.
I read it to remind myself what life has in store for a rich ass, smoother operator slacker like myself.
Im the main man.

=D cheers. Confinement tml.
For picking up dickson brent and woodford on my forklift.

smartass.

Halloween

: bry4nw4ng; November 1st, 17:10

I just got home from 'observing lessons' at the music studio.
pretty much boring, all lil kids to teach...but alright lah, i jammed with one of the drums instructor. quite fun.

halloween was TIGHT man, i was on fkin fire. but thats all i wanna say here lah huh.

im lazy.

work out, study ftt...hai...

BYEBYEEEE CHAO OUSAI!!!

The Return of the King

: bry4nw4ng; October 25th, 22:24

Yes, im back
im very tired, been out shopping with my army buddies ALL day. just got back, its abt 11ish pm?

K imma gna explain the title
i was watching LOTR yesterday and watching legolas and aragon run thru the middle earth...and i tot one fine day,

when i got the money and time, i wud take a trip to new zealand, and run thru the mountains, alone.

SHIT has been good man.

Things are going well in camp, im driving a forklift and working as hard as i need to to get a post i want
Been partying sufficiently
My body has never been in better shape
Girls are going well, yeah
AND
I got a job, teaching drums and violin on sundays, 12-6 at a rate of 24/hr
meaning at best, i can earn arnd 480$ more a month. making my total monthly income to approx 880$, over 1K if i want to teach guitar privately also.
OH YEAH, skating has been dope too. yeahhh

SOMETHING MUDDAFUKKIN CRASSSEY HAPPENED

lol im a noob lah
I was helping my bro pick out clothes at RIverIsland at Ion when me and another brother saw this SUPER hot chick
her face was alright pretty, but her body was 10/10 lah
was about to make a move after a shit load of hesitation, but she smiled at my friend and swiftly went to her mom.
so nvm, we left...only for me to decide to look for her again to try...again
found her at a food court
approached her at a drinks counter, said hi, gave her my number on my skateboardshop membership card.

THE NEXT THING I KNEW, i heard her COMPLAINING to her mum that a teenage skater boy gave her his number.
wow,
if she just laughed me off and label me as a loser, id have nothing to say lah, she choose to let a stud slip thru her cleavage.
BUT WTF???? COMPLAIN????

Jokes aside, i will party so fking hard this halloween.

watchout.

My wonderful weekend

: bry4nw4ng; September 6th, 20:22

Got out of camp and reached home at 10.30, sat morning
had a great lunch, mummy made chicken porridge that was so damn good, low carb high protein
took a one half hr bus ride to east coast skatepark

did my boardslide, had hella of a time

took my busride back home.
taught muh sista math and chem

Went to church on sunday
had a nice time with my new friend
had some lunch
played arcade
sat arnd
watched a violin quartet play tango.
=)
thankyou!

I am having a hormonal imbalance.

: bry4nw4ng; September 2nd, 21:06

I am horney.
Lazy
and going to fukin work out now.
FARK U SAF

so lemme get this straight

: bry4nw4ng; August 31st, 20:31

310809
i gotta post on the frinkin bus cuz im darn sure i wont have enough time at home
omg since thursday, shit had been so happening that i had only abt 8 hrs of sleep.

latest was the friggin anberlin gig man.
their style was comparable to funeralfor a friend, just that i enjoyed this shit way better cuz i was right friggin in front! sulyn took sick photos, of which i will steal for this post's usage...

and i broke a pink "sex band" that a friend put on for me. damn my huge fist. its now dangling off my htc pouch. A touch of baby pink certainly brings a lil cheer to my green brown black life that is, muther-son army.

to miss s t ( u know who u r) i really wonder wat kinda girl u r. just fyi all im looking for is a fun, warm smiling friend and yeah, so far, only the smile fits my bill...

im trying to get rid of my saturday, 7am to sunday 9.30am duty. Hopefully my friend would be willing to swap his friday duty with me for $40...

boy i love anberlin's music

when i reach home later... i guess i got to wash my moshed-dirtied skate shoes, work out and sleep asap.

i got sweet definition now, but i cant bulk to the size of an american marine. and damn my bloody height...

my friend was telling me about his gf problems and gf problems of his other friends...hai sad sad...wonder when i can settle into a warm, genuine relationship, not based on self validation, lust or desperation. its great being single man, i get to do anything, be whoever, and basically not givva flying fuck.
but...yeah, sometimes i find myself thinking of a certain someone, and id be "what do i have these emotions for? why should i bother to go for it? who is she really, to me?" i can't trust my feelings and i dont know when id be ready.

i feel like going clubbing again, get a lil tipsy, move my feet and just smile without a care..but whats a broke soldier to do, with guard duty and shit..

hopefully i can enjoy my hwavy sweating later without feeling too sleepy. ugh.

Blame it on the alcohol

: bry4nw4ng; August 29th, 23:52

Went clubbing
had a few drinks
hit the floor
saw a girl
smiled to her
said hi
got her name
danced
slim waist, smooth hair
she took my number
and..
we'll see, we'll see.

tired bodoh.

My rude awakening

: bry4nw4ng; August 24th, 21:18

not that i din put in effort
but
i got too cocky i think

and i failed btt.

the mockers may say,
aye, wat happened to u, why God never givva shit abt ur prayers?
haha, he let u fail when he cudhave snapped his fingers and let u pass.

love God for wat he is, not only when he blesses u
trust his ways i guess, honestly i dont understand much

btw, i din pray b4 the test leh.
i was playing with my htc snap, reading an article i uploaded

God pls heal my heart

Errr strange

: bry4nw4ng; August 23rd, 19:06

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i see like, normies getting pussy
and all i get is a frontside 180 and a humungous bruise on my left buttcheek
errr
hahaha

First time posting on da train!

: bry4nw4ng; August 23rd, 15:40

aite bro, hahah, so im writing tis post in the train on my way to new creation church on my spankin' new htc snap biatch!

Wanna start spillin' on how great my days have been (all glory to god biatch)...hahah talking like i be a black brother cuz im listening to nuttin but stringz, a hiphop violin duo.

Die lah, now i can indulge in writing anywhere, my posts will gonna be so long!

For all the ladies that be asking me "how's army?'' all i can say, is "got really good, got really bad'' and yes, i look great in my uniform.

The sucky part in army is merely the fatigue and at many times the lonliness and homesickness.

My dad was overseas for a week at one point of time and 1 night i was lying in bunk, during my duty rest and i missed him and my family so badly. i was o happy to see him home the following night when i got home.

Was thinking as i walked out of the house and i realised that maybe i missed my family so bad cuz im experiencing the pain of leaving my childhood behind. no one to take care of me 247, make sure i eat well, accompany me everywhere, pay for everything...etc.

yup. i had a great army week. grace was overflowing. I'm always Gods golden boy, he loves me and put wings on my feet, my ways will be blessed. not that no harm or hardship will not come, but i will pull thru ... k no time to blog already, city hall liao.

Angry

: bry4nw4ng; August 16th, 21:56

I cannot control my anger

Deliver us from evil - Bullet for my Valentine

: bry4nw4ng; August 14th, 5:37

i woke up at 4am
turned my back on god
procrastinated til 4.30
got my shit at 4.40 and started my run

I usually run three 1.25km rounds, 1/4 of it flatland, then 1/4 up hill, another 1/4 flat and then another 1/4 downhill
its at a so so pace, sprinting only at the up and down hills

for the past 2 weeks ive been lazy
i skipped running
i ran only 2 rounds
i lost the definition in my abs

today was no different
i wanted to do only 2, after all it was already 5.06am
i had to eat a huge breakfast...
idk wat happened i decided to do the last 1.25km..
i wanted to reach back at 5.15am
worried that i cudnt make it home in time, i sprinted all the way.

Idk i guess it was the shock i got, that, hey, im running like the wind.
I was really sick as a kid, born underweight with asthma, scrawny, in and out of hospitals all the time
and ive done so many surgeries i lost count
i didnt eat ice cream or enjoyed coke as a kid til i was in sec2

and here i was.

the song on my player was deliver us from evil

What's happening to me
I'm dying from the inside
Body hurts too much to feel
And pressure adds to pain
Deliver us from evil
Straying out of sanity

Why can't you let me be
Is nothing else important
Does my mind mean more to you
Cause if I carry on
Deliver us from evil
Screaming for your vanity

Will darkness turn to light
Will darkness turn to light
Can someone wake me from this nightmare

Here we go
Here we go

The tank is empty let it try
I'm suffering
A passion ending
so the world ceases turning
The tank is empty let it dry

so now I hope you see
I'm nothing more than human
Making plans for enemies
But here we go again
Deliver us from evil
Crawling back to insanity

Idk i was crying as i ran, wind drying my face. i could feel the sweat lift off my body due to the resistance of air
its amazing, im not supposed to be like this
maybe its the weekly prayers at church, believing that god bore me sins and physical pain and suffering, that he really took my physical weakness away

i am grateful

i hate to say no, i hate to say can't

: bry4nw4ng; August 14th, 0:00

i hate to say no
i hate to say cant
i hate to say I'll try

i say do
i say yes
i say now

but its not always in my absolute power all the time.
the breath of my wings are directionally proportionate to the weight of my wallet

sorry.

Broken hearted

: bry4nw4ng; August 12th, 20:09

holy shit, i was doing this entry then suddenly, i lost everything.
sian got to retype???

i was doing this very nice warm not ghey shoutout to all my homies in camp and outside. damn
if i do it again it wont be real anymore i think...
u know who u are lah guys.

Then i was talking abt stuff that was on my mind

GUYS i was at mahju camp emart buying army stuff.
the girl at the counter i swear can grace the cover of fhm. ok lah, maybe not, but i was dog horney lah
kinda ah lian, but pretty enough
and she had a rose tattoo on her left breast
i could see it cuz she bent over for a long time when i was right infront of her
her bra was very nice, looks expensive, red, no lace. but nice.
MAHJU CAMP EMART, guys!

HTC

My buddy jordan just got this
I want one too, cuz it looks nice
and i cud
use an organiser for all my duty dates, violin lesson, driving lesson, reminders, birthdays, appointments etc
use spreadsheet to account for my spending
be on msn whenever im bored
write my livejournal on the go and post immediately
i have a lot of thoughts when im like out and about, and i usually forget them by the time i muster the energy to make an entry like now.
its 198, with a monthly 30 plan for NSFs. HA!

Violin Diploma

Jiat lat lah this one,
when i did my grade 8, i skipped school and practised 5 hrs a day.
now after army i got 3 hrs a night, assuming i dont have guard duty and i have enough energy and zest
then my workout how, no need sexy body already ah
then how, if got lesson at DOVER how i meet my buddies to skate, i havent perfected my frontside 180 leh.
very stress leh, but this one i got to do lah, music is, Gods gift to me.

Then my body how, halfway leh. cb. loosing my drive loosing my drive..
=(

I think i have a more stressed lifestyle than ur average joe.
idk.
But i definitely have way more fun.

Chill.

: bry4nw4ng; August 10th, 17:21

Chill man.

forget all the army bullshit, ndp guard duty, work tml.

I got home, read my devotional, gave thanks, went skating alone.
shuv it
half cab
fakie backside 180
frontside 180

thinking of getting a christian tattoo.
and a skateboarding one
and a music one

DickFest!

: bry4nw4ng; August 2nd, 20:52

This blog is starting to be like, a praise blog already.
I was never like this, i used to be a bad ass emo punk.
Still a punk.

hahaha.

Im lazy to talk about army.
When i went home on friday, my mummy bought me 2 months worth of protein powder and clothes, cuz she knew i was going clubbing the next day. I love her so.
So i bought her a jazz CD and handed it to her personally, thanking her for taking care of me during my Quarantine week.

The bikini party went down well, largely cuz my buddies from Pegasus Coy were there, all the kewlest from all the platoons.
hahah, but dickfest, guy girl ratio, 10 : 1
But i had fun, nonetheless, rocking with my buddies.
when i went home today, i watched a documentary, it said pple are happy when they dance in rhythm.
girls are nice to look at, but i go for the music yo. totally. really.

bikinis are nice
my army buddies are nicer.

if i can find photos, id def post it.

and i wanna thank god for helping me achieve my physical goal.
pple ask for advice on exercise and nutrition
and i can tell them this and that.
but everyday, i pray, and thank god, and dedicate my body to him.

i slept at 4am and woke at 7am for church.
I love my bros. My skater jammer bros.

again, tml is gna be another scary, week, of unforseen. but god has shit in his hands, no worries.
tues, guard duty, national day guard duty.

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